Chaos File 001: Inside My Journal

Welcome to the Chaos Files.
This is where I dump the stuff that doesn’t quite fit anywhere else—but still matters. Think of it as a spiraling scrapbook, a behind-the-scenes look at how my brain works (which, honestly, is where all the words I write start out anyway).

It’s messy, nonlinear, deeply human—and maybe a little beautiful, too.

You’ll find journal scans, unfinished thoughts, voice memo transcripts, weird lists, old letters, notes app confessions, and whatever else I feel like sharing. Some things are funny. Some are raw. Some are just…scribbles.

The truth is: my brain is all over the place—and this section reflects that.
It’s taken me years to figure out how to take all the notes, noise, and nonsense inside my head and turn it into something I can share with other people. I’m proud that I finally got here (shoutout to my therapist—thanks, Feelings Healers™!).

If you’re curious about the chaotic behind-the-scenes part of my writing, storytelling, or healing process—this is it. Welcome to the mess. I kind of love it here.

xoarl